Ya Allah it hurts when I have to let go the things I really love...It hurts when I have to lose something that I really want.. but believe me, Ya Allah , I will feel hurt most when I know i disobeyed you..I realize that I can never live without your mercy.. I realize that I can never smile without being conscious that you are pleased with me.. I realize that I can never lead my life if you are unhappy with me.. I am sorry, For I have neglected you for long time.. For I have loved others more than I should have loved you.. For I have prioritized others more than I should.. Even then -You still gave me food to eat, when I am not supposed to eat what I shouldn't eat... You still gave me eyes to see, when I am not supposed to see what I shouldn't see.. You still gave me ears to hear, when I am not supposed to hear what I shouldn't hear.. You still gave me skin to touch,when I am not supposed to touch what I shouldn't touch... You still gave the air I'm breathing now, when I have done tonnes of mistakes.. How can someone not fall for You?? You are very nice Ya Allah.. You are very kind Ya Allah.. You are great Ya Allah.. but I forget.. I'm so occupied with this world.. I'm so busy with my life.. I'm so so so busy about myself.. I can never forgive myself if this were to happen again...I'm such an arrogant slave.. I'm not thankful to you… I feel embarrassed Ya Allah… Soon one day, I will be meeting you ya Allah! Forgive me on that day ya Allah... Have Mercy on me that day ya Allah... Shower your blessings on me that day ya Allah that is my only wish.. Ya Allah!
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